Life Dilemma: I found the perfect guy. He wears Toms and collared shirts and is vegetarian and loves to read and is someone who I can have intellectually stimulating conversations with…. not to mention he is one of the most attractive people I have ever seen.
me: I’m not looking for anything right now, but why would you want to date someone? its only a couple weeks into school
him: because I think you’re the most interesting person I’ve ever met, and we have conversations about real things, things that matter. Oh and I can’t stop staring at you because you’re so pretty
me: holy shit
(p.s. after he said this i wrote it down in my notes on my phone and cried because what is my problem)
I don’t really know what I’m doing with my life, it’s 2 a.m. but I guess I’m writing this as my final goodbye.
goodbye to my dad, one of my best friends to cancer, now you.
This is probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I feel like I just lost my best friend. Maybe because I did. So just know that I love you, always will.
And I really do hope that you’re happy. Really and truly.
But I need to move on with my life.
whenever I’m sad I quote books